Tired....

I am so tired and exhausted.... I have managed to help my family welcome my new niece Breeanna into this world by taking care of her older sister Lily. I managed to do this without any emotional breakdowns. I am not envious of my sister by any means, my heart just hurts because my arms are empty. If anyone were to have told me even 2 yrs ago that trying to conceive my second child was going to be difficult I would have told them they were lying. But 14 months down this road of ttc I can tell you this is very difficult, emotionally draining, and physically tiring. Oh how I long for the day that I can tell my husband we finally did it, we are finally pregnant. I long to bring another child into this world. I know that God's timing is perfect, and I am willing to continue to pray for another addition to our family until that day is here.